I LOVE SHOES.... thats not a crime!

When I was younger, my sense of fashion is not as high as now.

I've always hate the fact that when you grow up sometimes you have to put on some make up to show formalities for special occasions, and on top of that you have to wear high heels as well.

I never mind clothes, because I love clothes since I was young, I used to draw my dream clothes, starts from top to bottom - literally! 

That was TEN YEARS ago.

3 and a half years ago I started wearing heels for my 1st prom night and my shoes was... DOLCE and GABBANA! 

Detail: T-line, Black Swarovski crystals, 10 cm high, no platforms.

Although I walked those heels as if it was my first time on heels, well it was but on the prom night I pulled it off :)

2 years ago I started going out more and seeing more heels as I go around the mall, starting to actually appreciate how pretty they are. So until now I always have a dream of what kind of heels I want and recently I just got the prettiest and closest copy of Christian Louboutins Sparkly Silver Pumps

Detail: Silver/White sparkly, 10cms tall.

So there were two choices of this shoes, either silver or black, I asked the staff who was getting both colors of which color is better, she said black matches everything, however silver sparks in a cooler way than black, you just need a matching bag. So I though I do have a matching bag...

This was bought by my mum in england with me for my birthday present - isn't it the most glamorous thing you've ever seen! :D

So I got the silver instead the black, then again I though I love how I can wear something so casual and not flashy and then bang it up with unique shoes!

Style it up with some shoes - Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the city the movie

As a stylist to myself, I like to keep it less to make it more, meaning I love using only one color and then wear one piece of clothes or accessory that is a different color to contrast everything else.

Now, I'm still looking for my other shoes that I want. 

The list goes on, the number of colors I was is every colors but right now I can only get either black or silver, because those two colors can match any other colors.

I just love anything Cork wrapped or known as Gladiators, slim stilettos, sexy wedges that is always comfy to wear, peep-toe platforms and of course they all must be at least 9 cm tall! I'm a short girl and I love it because I have a really good reason to wear extremely high heels.

L.A.M.B by Gwen Stefanie

Christian Louboutin

Dolce Gabbana

Christian Louboutin

ALDO

Summer without love? NO PROBLEM! :D

I went to pim with my very good friend K.C for the second time, and it was awesome! 

1st of all its summer and I feel the summer style so this I put on one of my fave summer dress for the hangout!

That day was really fun! We went looking at shops, which we didnt do on the previous hangout and we watched Despicable Me on 3D :D

I didn't watch eclipse because I didnt really want to, its summer, i know, it means its the time where you look for summer love or summer fling. well to me those things really doesnt matter anymore, what matters to me is the fun i have on this summer :)

and i did, I may not go out as much as always on every summer holidays but when I do it is really great, both day and night.

This got me thinking about love and summer, I was meant to dedicate this to someone I used to love but I didnt, I thought I'd be bored to death, and to be honest i'm glad that it didnt happen because now i got more friends and it is so much more fun! :)

I dont need a boy to make my day! 

all I need is my friends! :)


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So, whats wrong with having more guys friends?!

Friday night always have been a night where I hangout with girls, but that was a year or 2 years ago. Most of the girls who I can trust to go out with me are either gone from Jkt or they are not the kind of girls who goes out on friday nights.

All my life I have mixed gender friends, not just friends but great friends who I can trust, since I was in junior high i've always been hangout with guys more than girls, actually to be honest I have more good friends that are guys than girls.

well since I was about to hangout with guys so I decided to put on black and grey, but I style it up with my guess studded stilettos! :D

Fine, call me a slut! but im not! I don't click to most girls because either their personality doesn't click or the conversation that they make is too boring FOR ME!

So friday night I was with NZIS guys, and it was AWESOME! they are so cool and fun to be with, because all they do is joke around rather than gossiping n making rumours :S

that night it made me realize how much I love having guy friends but it doesn't mean i don't have girlfriends! so I remembered how in BIS I used to have more guy friends than girls in my gang, apparently there were atleast 20 in the gang, 4 girls were my close friends, 7 guys were my close friends and the rest are normal friends. 

Now a days I heard from some people how they judge a girl from hanging out with more guys than girls! oukay so maybe she is flirtier than me, I don't flirt to any guys unless I have interest on them (which does not happen often) or the guy is my boyfriend, but does that makes it fair to judge her just because she does those things? to think about it no one doesn't even know her.

after hanging out with these guys I thought that summer can be fun without love, I dont need one boy or a man to complete me, I complete myself happily!

then again if there is someone in the future, well lets just see if we're meant to be, if not then it means its either we're just better off as friends or that the guy is a complete *ss h*l* :D 

I mean seriously, so if these people see me with my guy friends, I suppose they'll think i'm a slut as well?!?!?!

well All I know it just means that these people have got no cool friends like I do! :D

Another thing that makes me annoyed is that if anyone sees me hanging out with one guy and it seems that we are having fun, why does some people just have a thought that we're dating? so if I Hangout with a guy i'm dating them? how guys would I be dating then if that is the case?
really, some people need to get a grip and think twice before they make an assumption! :S

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My little baby sis-STAR!

Today is her birthday, so happy 15th birthday, I wish I was there with you but I hope you had a great day!

So she is my little sisstar coz she is my little sister and she is like a rock star :)

I miss her like so FREAKING much, she better not have a better sister like me in bali otherwise she's dead! XD

nobody mess with her coz i'm the only one who can mess around with her!

I've known her for over a year and a half now, and I could say we had LOADS of things together, from trips to sleepovers :) she is the coolest young sister i've ever had and the coolest young girl i've ever met hahah! well for a young un' she's basically me...just younger hahah.

I love her style! I love her attitude (sometimes lol)! I just love her to little bits and pieces (I don't know if that makes sense, who cares!)

words can't describe how great she is! she is greater than great, any guys who would pass up on her are MISSING OUT ON something they will never get or experience from any other girls (even though that can sound wrong but yeah lol)

I <3 Chelsi! this is for you lovey :)

"beautiful"

Today was one of the nicest monday day ever haha. Well 1st of all I put on some chic clothes on me that compliments my waist :P

so... why did I have to put on such nice clothes? well I wouldn't call it a date, but I wouldn't call it a casual hangout either. It was something in the middle!

Anyways it was monday and the whole day turned out great. Met with my friend who i've know for 3 years now? hhahah. Watched "Knight and Day" and there were moments where I realize why I always fall for bad boys, because one they're utter fun, two they love challenge and three well they're just bad - in a good way haha.

and at the end of the day I was called "beautiful" which made my day :)

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the comeback

Few years ago I met someone who I thought was the most mature guy I've ever met. He was always always there when another person hurts me, but he didn't seem true or will be faithful.
After several times of the same mistake over and over again few months ago it was finally over and we haven't talked since.
Recently that person gave me a message that's says "i wanna meet you.i think of you all the time and i know i messed up..its just that i cant get you out of my head."
I'm not a bitch who doesn't forgive, but I'm definitely the girl who doesn't want to make the same mistake. This kind of thing happened with another person long time ago and I was the one who ended up getting hurt.
Although everyone in this world is different but after what I've been through with a whole bunch of guys, they have all acted the same way!
Even though the approach is different what would make this one different than the others?

My monday Blues! p2 - It wasn't so Blue!

Today I met one of my highschool friend, K.C and it was great because we catched up  ALOT and we basically sat and talk and talk and talk and what was funny that we saw LOADS of BISs students and teacher! o.0 lol but it was alright! 

The hangout went really great! she seemed happy and we are planning to see eachother again when we have the time, meaning soon! because once I have my ID, I WILL learn to drive and go to her place on my own! :D 

She has looonggg time until her uni so while waiting i'm going to meet up with her when my uni starts, then again her house is in between of my house and my uni so its great to know that! :D

It was great knowing how she hasn't changed her funky, cute and bubbly self. I love how she screams at something when its funny and the world can hear it HAHA! She is one of the coolest girl I know and there weren't any silent moment, it was actually hard to make silent moment with her because kept on talking and talking about stuff, from A to Z! you name it hahahaaa

just before she left we had a photobox! :)

So My monday blues were blue because she was wearing... hey I just realized she was wearing blue and I was too! hahah that rhymes! :P

and it wasn't so blue too because we were having fun :)

well I enjoyed that and hopefully she did as well! 

My monday Blues! p1 - Very blue, literally!

Well Monday is the day that MOST people in the entire world hates! Well I took the word and turn in better, so I put on my acid was blue jeans high waisted skirt with my blue/aquaish top to make monday blues real, and I sort of thinking about Alice in Wonderland, everything blue and white haha, so I finished it off with a ribbon headband :)

So, my look today was Asian Alice! :)

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